This is my television. Yep his heart rate is in the 30s, but his blood pressure and everything else- STABLE!! No seizures. Follows commands and
Today my goal is to live in today. I will not focus on what could be. What should have been and what is next now. But rather focus on the mere fact that I have my husband- alive. And we can eat breakfast together! I am so thrilled!
Tumor information, it will come, we will deal then. Maybe today---- maybe in a few weeks. I don't know. Honestly right now I don't even care. We do have a ct this morning. Just for monitoring. Joel is responsive and appropriate
Am I tired? you bet ya. But I am a full time mom who happens to work full time. When am I not? Who wouldn't be? Am I feeling ok? yes. Am I eating? Yes- I just started my favorite! A CHEESE stick. Yawn.
What can you do? Pray we are done and can recover. Pray specifically that this tumor is not cancer. Pray we can move on with life. Pray for continued protection over our girl. And pray for strength and wisdom for me as I help guide his care.
Joel wants to take princess to hawaii-- He said that was what he thought of as he drifted off to surgical sleep... I wish money was never an issue. Its a topic in the back of my mind. But we are thankful. We know God will provide, we just wish this all wouldn't have happened. We were trying so hard to pay off all our debt--- But God knows. And today I have peace. It will be what it will be.